Tuesday 3 April 2012

chapter 69 : its suppose to be a great day :(

firstly nk habaq .. AKU SAYANG SYERAH GILA ! 
kelmarin .. happy sesangat . sbab boleh dok ckap ngan dya sat .. and it was happy .. 
but today .. tak tau nk habaq cmna .. 
tadi aku dok ngan SITI , PINAT , MYRA .. dya jeles .. dya marah .. and then dok buat muka ..
aku panggey dya .. want to solve this problem slowly and softly .. but aku tanya dya ' mpa marah kmi ka ? ' 
dya kta dak aih .. pastu explain la kt dya .. kmi pi kat depa 3 ekoq tu sbab nk baling tepung kat sitii . pastu dya kata ' ha pi la kat siti semua tuh ' 
aku dok pegang tangan dya time ckap tuh .. lepas tuh . aku lepas tangan and then belah .. and then dya mcm syok aja pi masok class dya .. SAKETNYA HATI .. if kmi salah kmi nk minx maf banyak banyak .. kmi x mau kehilangan mpa .. kmi sayang mpa .. sangat sangat .. kmi x curang .. kmi sendiri pon x suka orang curang apa tah lagi kmi nk curang .. KMI X SUKA SEMUA TU ! 
so its not my taste .. 
can't replace you with a million rings , NO ..
you're my everything .. please forgive me .. its will be the first time and the last time ..  :'(
shana pulak .. edjlaa sweet ngan dya .. saja nk bagi oqang jeles .. hntaq msg la segala bagai hbaq sgala sgala yang edzra ckap kat dya .. tapi dya sweet .. mula mula edzra kata dya tak qeti nk layan adek angkat ..
tengok tengok depa la sweet .. haishh .. its ok at least you're happy shanna .. 
i just wanna make you happy .. as long as you happy ..
tadi msa balik aku nanges .. disebabkan meen nanges .. lukimia meen meningkat ..
meen jadi pucat .. x cukup nafas .. batuk darah .. but esok x kera nk skolah ugak .. nk bawak ubat x pa ..
as long as i can see syerah and batrisya face ..
sehari x tengok muka depa SUMPAH x senang duduk .. 
to batrisya : batrisya i just wanna say .. you light up my world like nobody ells.. 
to syerah : kmi sorry sangat sangat .. if mpa nk lepaskan kmi .. kmi x kesah .. as long as you happy .. i wish nothing but the best for you .. i need you to remember that .. kmi nk bagi mpa ruang untuk bernafas .. tak akan kcau mpa k ? kmi pi kat kelas ampa pon .. sbab shana nk jumpa edzra .. until you forgive me .. i will do this for you .. no matter i am sad or heart broken .. i wish nothing but the best for you .. 
has nothing can replace you .. i just need you remember that .. :'( 
ILoveYouSyahirah .. ILoveYouSoMcuh ! ILoveYouMoreThanEverything ,